My biggest regret ever;

Wasting My Time on You

My biggest regret ever is you. I spent years loving, giving, and doing everything I could to ensure your safety and happiness - and all I got back was dishonesty, infidelity, and heartbreak. Even recently, I’ve tried to move past it and try to find some good in you, but no matter what small amount of kindness you return to me, it’s always negated by three times the amount of dishonest bullshit as before. And even though I know that leaving you is the best choice for me, I’ll still always be sad for you - sad that at your age, you still have no goals, no sense of/desire for responsibility, nothing to show for yourself. You’ll always be this juvenile trapped in a man’s body, with no ambition to be something, or someone better. So, I have to go, as enough time has been wasted on you. I deserve better than you. I’m worth much more than this.

[Female, 31]